Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

It's been nearly three days.  Far too soon for anything to feel different, but everything feels different!  So here it is, in bullet form, what exactly is too early to feel, but I feel it all the same:

  • Yesterday I woke up more nauseous than I've been in a very long time.  I prayed I would be put on-call for work because anytime I moved, I thought I would throw up. 
  • Normally, around this time of the month (the day of and for a few days after I've ovulated), I have a mucus-y discharge.  Since the insemination, I haven't had any discharge even though the OB told me I had a lot of healthy mucus around my cervix.
  • Occasionally, I will get a twinge -- not a cramp so much as just a twinge of a cramp.  I rarely, if ever, cramp ... so that is very different.
  • I'm calm.  Like, unusually, nothing-can-phase-me calm.  So weird.  The car died again on me when I was out to lunch with a friend and I couldn't take her back to her house.  Normally this would freak me out and I would not be able to apologize enough, but instead we just laughed about it and called our peeps to pick us up.  If I wasn't so calm, I'd be freaking myself out with how calm I am.  lol ...
None of this points to "You're pregnant!"  And I'm sure Momma B and I are reading far too much into all of this simply because we want to be pregnant, but I can't shake the feeling that it's worked this first time.  

I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs.

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