I can't explain it, I'm semi-obsessed with anything twin related. I love watching shows on multiples, looking at pictures of multiples, reading blogs about twins, and now listening to PregTASTIC Online Radio podcasts on twins.
Working with laboring women, I actually see very few twin pregnancies as most of them go in for a cesarean section. However, occasionally I will care for antenatal patients that are carrying twins. Those days always get me excited and nervous at the same time.
To make matters more complicated, I have been taking clomid days 3 - 7 of my cycle and though I know the chances of having twins is a mere 10 - 15% ... I still think that's a pretty BIG chance!
But ... the thought of actually having twins scares the sh*t out of me!
I don't know why I keep thinking about it, but the dreams are still there and the fascination continues to grow. I'm pretty sure this isn't a sign or any such silliness, but is it a normal line of thinking many women that are TTC have?